erased .

so when is enough , enough ?
when are my feelings and my words not enough to make someone else feel the need to pay attention .
i dont even know what to do anymore . im stuck between a rock and a hard place .
i think i know what i SHOULD be doing , but that doesnt mean that i want to .
i feel like a dog with my tail in between my legs . i can only take being abused emotionally by someone for so long . especially when i keep pouring my heart and soul out to them .
im trying not to cry ; because i know i am above these tears.
but i have a feeling they are going to fall anyways.