gone

what is there to say when she is filled with doubt

when all hope seems lost and dreams become nothing but memories stolen

the shadows comfort her in her sorrows

yet, she searches for the sun

where has her bright light gone

why are the stars and the moon missing from her night sky?

she resides in the shade; not even the heat from the sun can warm her heart

a time to be claimed as joyous ; has instead been filled with misery

who is she now? but a fragment of the beautiful delicacy she once was

i dearly wish to find her ;

so i can tell her how i much i miss her

New Chapter

I am starting a new chapter in my life. I feel like it is about that time. My mom is really sick, and has to get chemotherapy soon. So I will be moving to Virginia because I want to make sure that she is okay. I am also out of my first trimester of pregnancy. I am currently 3 and a half months pregnant. I am scared at times, but I know that I can handle it. When the time comes I think that I will be a good parent. I will just be a single one, but thats cool. I tried to work things out with the baby's father, but it seems like everything else is more important to him than the situation that we have at hand right now. We have a baby on the way, and its like I can't explain it but he just isn't on board with me the way that I would like for him to be. So I guess that I will just have to do what is best for me and help my mom out so that she can be better. At the end of the day that is all that it will be. My mother, the baby, and me.