In this lifetime, I have chosen to be single. Nothing pains me more than to see these disrespectful ass "women" who have the audacity to call themselves mothers. But yet they are out chasing after some man, or partying EVERY WEEKEND. Being a single mother, I have no complaints about a woman who goes out at night, but if you are dropping your child off ALL THE TIME to go shake your ass, then maybe you shouldnt be one.
Since my daughter has been born, I have been out all of THREE TIMES. Out of those three times, I have missed my daughter more than she would ever realize. And as soon as I woke up, before I even showered, I was in Gator going to pick her up! This brings me to my main focus:
This LAME had the nerve to hit my child's father's girl, and tell her that I still had feelings for him. Ha. Really? To be perfectly honest, I wouldn't spit on my child's father if he was on fire. That being said, why would I have any feelings for him? After everything that he put me through, and his lack of presence in the beginning when I needed him most, I know I deserve better than anything he ever could offer me. Eww, just the mere thought is enough to make me bark. At the end of the day, all I wanted was for my daughter's father to be just that: HER FATHER. Until shit got out of hand, and I had to take matters into my own hands. But I learned from my mistakes. Before him, after him, the only thing that ever mattered and will continue to matter is MY daughter. I take care of my daughter BY MYSELF. The only thing anyone else helps me with is baby sitting. Other than that, her necessities are more than taken care of.
Oh, and my apartment is soon to come :) . Complete with my , wait for it , VERA WANG mattress , and Cydni's crib. Which, by the way, turns into a full-sized mattress when she gets older.'
Other than that, I am a cosmetology student, I am a friend, and a lover. But before you call me anything, recognize that I am a MOM first and foremost.
Smirking in My Black Shades
- Chanelle
- Keeping it simple. Finally legal. A lot of thoughts, and no time to keep them altogether.
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
My Life
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