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Keeping it simple. Finally legal. A lot of thoughts, and no time to keep them altogether.
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Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Late Night Thoughts

Its crazy sometimes what life throws at you. I've been handed a dozen lemons, and have been able to make a dozen lemonades. But who wouldve thought that I would be that girl? The girl who is lonely and pregnant.
 
The funny thing is, I don't let it bring me down. I know a few people in my situation who are anything but happy. A few years ago, I wouldve been that same girl, but now I am more or less reflective. I can't spend time dwelling on what could have been, or what should have been. I can only spend time thinking about what will be.
 
I have a precious little gift by the name of Cydni that is growing as we speak. The only thing that I can do is be the best mother that I can be for her. And pray that her life turns out more fortunate than the negative obstacles I had to overcome.
 
Hopefully, she will love me as much as I love her already.