Lalalalalala. I like to sing when I am by myself in the shower. Or in my car. Even though I know good and well that I CAN NOT carry a tune, I’m good for belting that song out like I can. I have no idea why I am talking about this, it is random as god knows what, but it’s the first thing that I thought about.
My booger butt is so cute. I sweat her life. My significant other is getting so attached to her, and I love it. He likes to kiss her feet and play with her hands. He holds her, and it is one of the cutest sights that I have ever seen in my life.
I am trying to get back into the swing of things with working. I have applied to a couple of places, and I am trying to work full-time at this bank. I have a job interview there on friday. Wish me luck :) I really hope that I land the spot. The salary is VERY rewarding, and then I could pay for Cydni’s day care up until the point when I get a voucher.
I am also ready to get my next tattoo. I am connecting my stars up to my shoulder, and I am getting her foot print tattooed along with her name. It will be cute.
On the negative side of things, her father had the audacity to have someone take pictures off of my facebook and he added them on his. How dare he? You put up pictures of a child that you have YET to see? That’s not love. When I extend the invitation for you to come see her, don’t turn it down out of your own spiteful anger. You should have made that move to make the journey. He knew since July that I was going to be moving to Virginia. He had no problem with it when I said that I was going, and now he wants to act brand new. That isn’t my problem. Wherever she LIVES/RESIDES is where he needs to journey to in order to spend time with her. I will no longer chase after him to make him be a part of her life. I honestly do not need, nor want his presence interfering in what I have already laid a foundation for. I am doing just fine on my own without him.
He also tried to change her facebook album name to CYDNI AMARI BLEVINES-LAMARRE. Am I the only one who sees anything wrong with that picture?? I could’ve sworn that her name on her birth certificate and social security card says CYDNI AMARI BLEVINES. Nothing more, nothing less. Her initials spell CAB, NOT CABL (CABLE). How immature is that? Do not dare lay claim to something that you have yet to help and raise.
With that said, I am going to prepare for cuddles and snuggles with my lovebugs.