way of it

i have the right to question whatever i deem necessary
it is my access to knowledge ; more powerful than any bullet or gun
that you may possess
i can mend wounds with words ; mend broken hearts with limericks
start a fire with quick the scratches my pen makes across the paper
leave my audience in awe ; on the edge of your seat
jaw dropped ; baring all
waiting anxiously to hear what i unravel next
im scheming

p in vagi

my body ; it yearns
it searches for the heat emitted from your skin
that warmth sends out signals ; it radiates this feeling in my body
this place is sacred ; for you and i alone to share
divine intervention ; thats what we can call it

reflection

who is this girl looking back at me
she is so troubled by misery
frustration waits; its hidden deep
an insomniac; she never sleeps
crumpled by the pain; a broken heap
afraid of words and what they mean
inside my body; my voice it screms
not letting myself go; afraid to leap
these poems are what i use to speak
the word love is what now causes grief
i seek the life thats in my dreams
nothing is ever as bad as it seems
i long to be loved; i long to be free
nothing is what ive become to be

lately

lately ive been thinking
crazy things been going through my head
maybe you already know, but maybe its just me
i love being your friend, but i think im starting to catch feelings
take this friendship a little further
no holding back
let everything out in the open and see where it all leads
not a test, not a quiz, but an all day lesson
i cant believe i didnt think of this sooner
i wonder if you even know ... lately ive been starting to change
i want to tell you but i dont know you would react
youre different from everyone else
i think maybe thats the reason
but ...
i dont know ...
maybe its just me ...
thats how ive been feeling lately

alone

precipitation heavy and blank comes from a dreary cloud
each raindrop is a piece of it a little tiny shroud
it blocks all my positive thoughts leaving me with doubts
and brings darkness to my mind something i could do without

in the dark there is no melody just the burden of being alone
in my mind just an affliction of having no one to call my own
seemingly without a purpose like a single stepping stone
and to you is where my thoughts usually tend to roam

a question left unanswered dangerously floating in my ind
like an unsolved mystery the midding link to a heinous crime
the key that unlocks the door but its somewhere i cant find
confused and unable to think clearly losing track of days and time

the perfect person to supplant my troubles is you
taking away the loneliness making me feel brand new
the way i feel will never change this much i know is true
hopefully im not the only one maybe you feel like this too

the only way that i can seem to start a brand new day
is to think that maybe now i can change you in some way
and bring about my happiness to keep my fears at bay
trying to keep lamentations to myself because i know its never going to change

random rap -n words stay strapped - john lopes and chanelle courtney

chanelle courtney :
we go way back ; i stay strapped
drive by in the cadillac
damn got four flats
shit how we getting back ?

john lopes :
dont worry black,
ill pump that,
up,
with a pump,
and if not fuck it,
ill call a truck to pick us up,
well get there in a jiffy,
ill just hit up ricky,
hes cool with me,
hell scoop us and we'll pull off like that stickers that cease to be sticky

chanelle courtney :
riding past your house at 9;49
got the heat ready and im right on time
got to keep it steady, blasting off that four five
held it down by my clit the entire time
shouldnt have been talking shit cause now your life is mine

john lopes :
yes we on the way,
heat is tucked away,
got my homie in the passenger,
ready to cock and spray,
so watch what you say,
or we'll hit you from a block away,
with that trey 8,
so dont hate,
we got it locked now,
you think you tough clown,
dont make my window roll down,
youll see the four pound
and all youll hear is boom pow

chanelle courtney :
thats what you get for talking shit last week ;
run up in your spot hit you right between the ass cheeks .
dont let that red dot catch you right near where your eyes meet ;
hit you in your throat make you choke not able to speak
fucking with my niggas will leave yo ass in a mangled heap
my rhymes is priceless ; you just mad your shits cheap

john lopes :
hold up, lets stop
enough with all that tough talk,
lets go for a walk,
pass the lighter so i can spark
the fat ass blunt
that i rolled up,
afteri scooped up the weed from goof
and lets troop
walking and puffin
is that a dunkin donuts?
lets go inside and cop somethin
bout to cop a soda
cus my mout is dry, fuck !
got some smoke in my eye,
here take the blunt,
cus i need a breath
this shit right here? this shit is death

chanelle courtney :
to the face is where i took it ; this isnt nothing new
laced on some other shit ; dont even know what to do
took another hit ; and fell in love with goof .
ill be his main bitch ; thick & thin through & through
not riding the dick ; hes more than just my boo
connected at the hip ; hes my supplier too

john lopes :
yes its evident, j lopes is heaven sent
here to take over the world, just for the hell of it
im clever wit
all the words that leave my lips
im killing shit
i leave em wit
nothin to say since i killed the alphabet

they call me the mic embezzler ; cus i slam it like a wrestler
rock it like a chair and have you wavin in the air

chanelle courtney:
first name chanelle but you can call me slipps bitch
breaking up happy homes ; ill be gone on that quick tip
never stay too long , just enough to get my dick fix
bitches never want it ; kiss your man and taste my clit bitch !

john lopes;
see im all about good times
you can see it in my rhymes
i have a great life
fuck being a thugs like
cus aint no nigga fresh as me
everything is flashy
from the fitted to the sole man
see my kicks so oh man
on the cam tip
yes the dip shit
from my tee to my lace tips
ya you know im killin it

chanelle courtney :
what you thought ; shortys hot
slipps the four eyed wonder geek
still keep it hood looking good
witn rainbow dunks up on my feet
i write these words to diss these birds
its me and john we bring the heat
pay attention homes mira ; ill have you viva la vida
roaming all alone and sweeping streets

kidney

i am scared for you
as much as i am scared for myself
this is a step that we take together
hold my hand ; i will jump off the bridge with you
if you drown ; i will drown too
unless someone can save us
a piece of me will become a piece of you

transplant

be free mother ;
release yourself ; be no longer restrained
let loose the chains that hold you
if you can not ; then i will lift you up
so that the wind may carry you away .